new years eve, 1999 Im 15 years old and having the time of my life. The entire crew is at a house party where tons of booze is going on.
Loud rock and roll.
Older men.
Im a virgin….
I have recently discovered lust and i was all over the place with it. Dripping with it. To be totally honest I dont think ive changed that much when it comes to lust and passion.
I had been flirting and hanging out with a boy named Allan. All I really wanted was his attention. Sweet boy, a couple years older than me but not too many. I think he was 17 actually. I always rememberd him as being so much older than me at the time.
Shortly after midnight I get in touch with him and went to go visit. He was living in a house with a couple other people and i think he was there with some friends.
Once im there i dont remember much of that part of the night, i was so focused on just being with him. I think i shook some hands, sat on a couch had a drink it doesnt even matter. I was wanton and available to him.
im in his bed, hes next to me.
we are talking quietly and being young and delicate with each other
did he kiss me first? maybe but im not sure. it was such an innocent union of youth.
He touches my sweet young pussy like an amateur, curiously and with obvious excitement. a gentle touch. Only seconds later my pants are on the floor and quickly followed by my shirt and bra
34 A tiny upturned blushing pink nipples expose themselves.
in one quick move he grabs my ankles and puts them above my head and enters my fresh pussy. I dont even know how to react or what to do, it feels good, it didnt hurt. I started masturbating at such a young age i must have worked myself in somehow. A few plunges and he comes….. I dont even know how long it lasted maybe 3 minutes maybe 15. He pulls out and lies next to me. we kiss awkwardly and fall asleep.
i wake up early and leave.
i walk home and take a shower.
i fell different and surprised and a little confused. I put myself in front of a boy like candy without really knowing what I was doing, but I chose to consent…